this is the life as a wanderer
the life that is full of challenge
beauty & the ugly of life
thought that i will always feel the beauty of life
but i was wrong
the ugly one wont let me go
not even once
if this is the test from Him
i'll try my best to endure it
in the same time,
i will pray & hope that i can do this;
overcome my problems
i know its hard
but i have to

but somehow.......
what should i do
whenever this mind keep on
playing the past;
the involuntary recurrent memory
and where is the pause button
u idiot & ugly past-mediaplayer
haish what should i do hm
w0w now i know i am really sucks at this thing

its all my fault
im ok now
see i am fine now
see i am happy now
see i am smiling now
see i am laughing now, broadly
see i am doing my homeworks now, im joking
see i am showing my teeth now
the big teeth of mine

Alhamdulillah
thanks to u
u gave me this strength
& sweet things that still here
in my mind
& my heart
& it will stay there
never leave me
since i cant find the "delete" button
and i am not even going to find it

mangkuk seramik, smile now, jst like u used to smile for me, the smile that always look beautiful, on u. & it will always be.