Assalamualaikum. Hi everyone. How are you? I'm not fine. As you can see on my title, I'm in a misery. It's about my friendship with this one guy. We were friends from form 1 and I never know that he likes me from the day we be friend... and his secret blew up somehow. At first, I hear it from my friend and for sure I'm not believe them. I told them that was a lie. I'll never trust them. And then.. this thing spreads so fast. Ugh I hate this. Y lah got people that being so busybody and of course mulut suka bercerita on this face of earth?! I hate those kind of people. Ugh.

Then, he admit to me that he likes me and I was surprised. Who doesnt right? He was like my bestfriend, how can I fall in love with him? Tell me how? I've hurt one of my guy-bestfriend before this. I won't let it happen for another time. I don't want to make another mistakes. I don't want to play with people's heart. I don't want to hurt people's feelings, of course. Who wants it? Tell me who?! I bet no one wants. Everyone in this world want to be happy. I wont let them sad because of me. It was so mean and you know that.

Until now, I haven't talk to him. I want to but, I've no guts to do it. I'm scared  he get mad at me and....... taknak layan langsung. Omg can die ah me like this hm.

My dear guy-bestfriend, I'm sorry for all this crazy things that happens between us. You know I don't want to hurt your feelings right? I'm doing this for your good. You're just my bestfriend. Not more than that... Again, I'm so sorry. I hope you're reading this now. I hope we can be friends like we usual to. I hope we can talk to each other whenever we met at the school. I hope there's will no more awkward moment between us. I hope I don't hurt your feelings and last but not least, I hope you can forgive me. I do love you. As my bestfriend. Assalamualaikum.

P/s: It's up to you. It's your feelings, not mine.

xx Meera