 I'm not perfect.
02:30 / November 21, 2011
Assalamualaikum and hi. How are you? I'm fine. Cuma demam. Macam asdfghjkl. I don't know why ah lately this my body temperature naik melampau. Ngada betul. Tampar satgi baru tahu. I bet no one like kan bila demam? Nothing tak boleh buat. And then.. kena makan ubat. Ughhhhh me no likey.
It's 21 November. And I think it's been a week got no text form him. Zero. I repeat. Zero. Call.. lagi ah hahaha. But it's okay I think.. K don't know. I think.. it's time for me to move on and forget about him. Sounds easy right? Yahhhh so easy ah nak lupakan orang. K fool people cakap macam tu. Fool people that keep hiding their feelings or memang fool. Jangan terasa. I'm not talking about you.
Move on was hard actually. Really hard. Lagi lagi bila you got many things you share with them. The memories.. a happy, sad, and funny one.. You must forget all of it. Delete it from your mind and of course, your heart. I know it's hard right? Me dah biasa. Always. But, it's up to you nak simpan those sweet memories with them or what kan. But, for me.. enough is enough. I'm tired of crying and of course tired of pretending that I'm happy but I'm not happy at all.
To I, you.. you baik sangat yknow? Suka usik I kan? Hahaha first time kita meet pun you usik I gila gila right? I waktu tu macam benci gila dengan you.. but now, that feeling comes. Yes, the feeling that I thought I takkan rasa lagi. You know what I mean right? I know you do. You're too kind and of course sweet gila! Ingat tak "merajuk 3 hari 3 malam"? Hahahahaha my trademark heh. Kan? Then you pun sama ngada nak merajuk jugak. Hahahaha y you have to be so cute ni?! I miss the way you call me omei.. Eventho agak funny for me but somehow.. I suka dengar. Idk why. Just suka hahaha. Ah remember when you nyanyi untuk I?! Omg.. suara you hahahahahahaha so funny ah. Sorry hehe! Jangan marah nanti tak comel dah. Btw, I hope that girl always make your happy till forever k? Forever and ever. Jaga hati dia baik baik. Jangan lukakan tau! You lukakan, I merajuk 3 hari 3 malam! Hahahaha joking.
Always be happy and jangan sedih sedih selalu! I'll always there for you, watching you happy. Assalamualaikum.
xx Meera.


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